My depressing Friday

Hey guys, I got my high school results on Friday. And although I have a 97 average, I did not get selected into any of the schools I selected. I was shocked and depressed. I couldn't believe it. Everyone expected me to get into the high schools I chose. I cried when I got home and then I read a quote, "If you give up at the first sign of struggle, then you aren't really ready to be successful." I have finished mourning and now time for me needs to continue. I am going to apply to 2 or 3 other schools. Everything happens for a reason. And I pray I have fixed my mistakes, and God allows me to go to the school I have now picked for round 2. Please pray for me. Thank you all xoxo. P.S. who knows maybe 10 years from now when I become an actress I'll read this blog again and say, "Look at me now!"

I Hate My Last Name

I hate my last name so much. I hate it with such a passion and at the moment, I hate my mother for deciding to put my last name on my birth certificate. I'm not trying to say that I'm not grateful for being able to breathe or not have any disabilities but today was the day I became very fed up with my name. Tomorrow I have an assembly to attend at school and my principal was practicing the names. And they called one of my friends' name first (eg. Jane Smith). Then, they come to my name and the principal says my last name wrong on purpose. And he goes to me and as I try to correct him, he says it even louder (the mistakes) and everyone starts laughing at me. People I don't even know, begin laughing at me. Then, I have to walk by myself. I just want to die and people just start making fun at me. I hated yesterday so much :c

One of my biggest issues

One of my biggest issues in procrastination. I'll tell myself that I'm going to do this assignment at 4:00 (example) but then it's 7:00 and I start regretting. How do I learn to not procrastinate?

Math? What's the point?

You either love the subject or hate it. Personally, I don't mind the subject... I get pretty good grades in it. But 98% of the stuff we learn in math, we will NOT be using in life. For example, finding missing angles? The hell I'm supposed to use that for? Transformations on a graph.. what the hell am I supposed to use that for? Finding the distance between two places? I can determine that crap by just looking to me which seems the shortest distance. I'm not going to grab a ruler and a formula and calculate that. Anyone else agree?