My insecurity

Everyone has insecurities and this insecurity is something that runs deep in me. If I learn something and I'm failing at it... I will bust my ass to become good at it. For example, my friend and i were starting to learn crocheting and I wasn't doing a good job in it. I barely had a scarf and I saw some people with many rows. This made me go beast mode and make sure I was improving in the scarf. I don't like being looked at as the weak one. I know I can't be good at EVERYTHING. But for me, once I touch something or become interested in something, I have to make sure I don't stop at anything till i become good at it. No exceptions.