My Job

I am having such a hard time writing this, but the more I keep it in, the more depressed I feel. I hate my job. I thought I would be so excited getting a job. I work for an elementary school and I serve as a camp counselor. I love the kids. Although they get on my nerve some times, I truly love all of them. The staff however, are just terrible. Some of them are talking to other counselors constantly or on their phones or do not interact with the kids. MK for example, she is loud and she is able to control the kids, but that is all she does. She barely talks to them. When they need help, she doesn't do anything. She thinks she is the perfect counselor just because she can quiet them down. Not only that, she is rude as heck. It's crazy!!! Like 2 days ago, the class was in the classroom and I sat down and they were doing their assignment. I was only sitting for like 20 seconds and MK is like " Let me have your seat." So I get up because I thought she was going to be doing something more productive. All she did was sit down and go on her phone. Then we have D, she is nice when she wants to be, but she can be so CRABBY. It is crazy. LIKE today, I told the kids to put their heads down. I had no idea that they were not allowed to put their heads down anymore. NO ONE TOLD ME ANYTHING! So she's like okay, you can't tell them to put their heads down and I said okay, but they must keep quiet. Then D goes to MK and is like " right Ms. Kim said that they can not have their heads down?" and of course the baboon that is MK said, " Yeah." I said D, I never said you were lying and she just walked away. She hogs everything. No one can do the attendance, no one can do the lesson plan, no one can take the lesson plan, and no one can organize the lesson plan. She is so controlling and I can't let it end like this. From now on, I will pick up the attendance myself. I want to set up the lesson plan. There is absolutely no organization in the school. There was no orientation for when to pick up the attendance, who will pick up the attendance, who to pick up the lesson plan, when to go to the auditorium, and when to pick up the lesson plan. It is a hell house. I want to work there again for the summer. One thing though, there is this one counselor who I liked and work with and who is actually genuine. I met her on the first day and we clicked. She is more genuine then all the other terrible staff. Maybe I need to be more go with the flow kind of thing and be more initiative. I don't want to be depressed anymore. I hope they keep me for next year. Maybe if I prove them how initiative I am, maybe they will have a reason to keep me.