A Whole Year Without You

So... it has been over a year since I last posted on this blog. A lot of has happened to me during this time. So much actually and I have definitely grown. I haven't been posting much on this blog because the feelings/loathe that i felt towards people... I Have been able to express it to them. Before, I would cower to this blog and just write what I would have liked to say to those people. But, now I am able to find my own voice. I will still post on this blog because it still is a part of me, but this time I will update you on my life. Anyways, back to what I was saying. One of the greatest things that have happened to me during a whole year without this blog is I won a scholarship to this acting program. First place !!!! And I received a four week intensive acting workshop. Through that I met a lot of amazing people and international students. So, after four weeks a lot of my friends who I still do consider family, went back to their respective countries. It was quite sad !! I still miss them now. Anyways, there were two friends who stayed because they had three more weeks at the program so once in a while I would see them and meet up with them. A boy and a girl. Anyways, to make this long story short.... I began to have a crush on the guy while my female friend liked him too haha. I had a hard time telling her but I did and she was fine with it and I confessed to the guy and he liked me back. I haven't confessed to someone in about 7 years. Last time I did that was in 4th grade and I got rejected hahah. Anyways, it was the first time that I EVER EVER EVER EVERRRRR confessed to someone AND they liked me back. So i was shocked. And I found out on the last day of his program that he liked me back. Now, he's in Slovenia. I thought the relationship would work out. I don't mind doing long distance because I feel that distance makes the heart grow fonder. And it was like that. We would talk just about everyday. Skype when we could. Kiss over skype. I opened a lot of my heart to him and he just stopped texting me. Instead of saying " bye love ya, " he would just leave my messages on read. I would have to double/triple text him for him to respond. So, I told hm about and he said he would fix it... but he never did. He just stopped replying. My heart was in so much pain because I really liked him and he said that he loved me. But, I refuse to let someone repeatedly step all over my heart. So, instead of texting him, hoping he would reply. I am just going to leave him alone. I'm just going to move on and be a single pringle. Something I have always been for the past 16 and a half years of my life. I know that one day I will find someone who treats me right and loves me properly. Someone who will not ditch me and leave me feeling stupid and empty. I will not have to beg him to text me because we will be in sync. I believe that love will come my way. One day. But till then, I will do what I have always done and that is focus on my acting career. :) Thanks for listening to my long rant haha.