My motivation to learn Japanese

I really want to learn Japanese. As a kid, I enjoyed Sailor Moon, Inuyasha, Naruto, Shugo Chara, and more. I loved Anime (still do). I enjoyed trying to imitate their words and there were even words I picked up on. I love Anime and Manga so much. That is my inspiration to learn Japanese. I also want to be able to go to that country and just speak correctly. I hate Spanish with a passion. I hate the exceptional verbs and irregular verbs conjugations. It's annoying! I feel with Japanese the verbs are so much constant. Also, with Spanish, EVERYONE knows Spanish! At least, with Japanese you can write something and they won't know what you are saying. I love Japanese and I love the culture. I want to be able to buy Japanese manga books and read it fluently. If I was able to go through a japanese manga book without having difficulty reading what it said, I would be in tears, because that means I have worked hard. By the end of my senior year in high school, I would like to be fluent in it as well as okay in Spanish. My school doesn't have Japanese. So I have to learn Spanish and by 12th grade, I have to take the LOTE exam ( Language Other Than English) and just pass it. After that Spanish is leaving my life. I just hope I will be able to be fluent in Japanese, while learning Spanish. Since the writing is different from both, I just hope I won't get confused. That is my motivation: Manga, Anime, and the Culture. I want that motivation to be a strong fire burning inside of me that will push me to learn every word that is difficult. Every word that causes me stress. I want that blaze to still burn inside me no matter what.