Is this the life I want?

My mom I see her as a person who is hypocritical. I see her as someone who lies to please others, even though it hurts the other person. My uncle came in this morning and it snowed the previous night so him and I shoveled snow. I said hi to him. He said hi back. We aren't talking, but we're doing our job. I get my dog and suit him up for his daily morning walk. I turn and look outside and my uncle is gone. Not saying bye to me. My aunt said he said by to her, but not to me. And I'm like wow " Uncle " how mature you fucking are. My uncle: Asshole. Fake. 2 faced. Everything negative quality. My aunt should just dream of getting big. But I can't dream about becoming 18 yet until I complete what I need to so I'm NEVER in a situation where I have to live with my mom by the time I graduate from H.s and turn 18. I will probably never look up to my mom, but I will always care about her. I will visit her, but never her about my personal problems. I just can't. I can't depend on her. But I will ALWAYS help her in what she needs. My Uncle.... to be honest, my life doesn't revolve around his ass. He is a liar, hypocrite, and all those things. But I think God is giving me this hard pressure because I don't want to end up like them. I don't want to end up unhappy, unfulfilled, and negative centered. I want to become more successful then all of them. Not bcause of revenge, but because acting makes me happy. I don't like to be Stagnant and I hope February allows many months of opportunity for me to become one step closer to what I desire. Thank you guys for reading :)