The most painful emotion

To me, the most painful emotion someone could feel is the emotion of being misunderstood. To feel misunderstood, is painful. It feels exceptionally painful when it is your family or the people you love the most in your world. It just feels as if no one can understand you... that you are alone. That's how I feel now. I'm in this house where I feel everyone thinks I'm selfish, that I believe the world should revolve around me, and people who just don't understand me and think I'm the fucking antagonist in the story. I admit, sometimes I make mistakes, but there are people in my family who blame the issue solely on me. I believe there should be a balance. For example, yesterday I came home and found out my uncle and my cousin bought a burger and didn't give me any. And as a joke I was like, " Didn't leave me none, k, bye." And I was about to walk my dog and my cousin wanted to go with me. I let her walk with me with my dog ALLLLLL the time. I mean I guess I was a little mad hat they didnt save me a burger or much of a piece because I spent 5 dollars on my cousin so her and I could have a burger. But oh it's so confusing. Anyways, I didn't let her walk with me once and my uncle and my mom is making the biggest deal out of it. I let her walk with me 99% of the time and the one freaking time I don't let her walk with me my uncle says I have a bitchy attitude and the whole world has the revolve around me. He says 2 strikes. 1 more and I'm out. Like wtf =.= . I know the one strike is going to happen. I won't go 4 years without pissing him off, unintentionally. It's like everyone has to side with my cousin. All the time. She always gets her way.. No one ever sees my point of view. I love them, I do. But I still just feel so misunderstood.